No More Runner-Up

I am not really sure why I am writing this, but I felt the need to vent for a moment and decide to do it here. I mean that is the purpose of blogging, right? As of late, I have been feeling quite replaceable. I am not meaning this to be a pity party, but at times, life is a roller coaster of highs and lows. I am not even sure what it is and it is definitely no one's fault. I just feel as though in my friendships, family and relationships, I am not needed. I think that these feelings are coming because I have been reflecting a lot lately on my upcoming move and the changes that are on the horizon. I wish that I didn't feel this way, but I do. So I have made a decision, I am taking things into my own hands. I refuse to be the runner up!!!! I am done doing what everyone else wants and being satisfied as being just one of the crowd. I am a people pleaser and worry to much about everyone else. I am done feeling like I have to raise my hand to talk and be noticed. I am done being every guy's best friend, yet having continual bad luck in the dating scene. I decided that 2008 was going to be my year and I started out with a few uncharacteristic-like moves situations, but I am serious! I am a very caring, lively and fun-loving person. I deserve the best and I am not going to settle. I don't care if I am the only one that thinks this, but I can't be a space-filler or the eternal runner-up with those around me. Here is to 2008! I hope that this brings a lot of good times and crazy stories!